once a fairytale.

2010-05-25T21:32:00.003+08:00

see, because i didn't have enough sleep and all, i fell sick. good job well done, lenny! tons of events had happen. one was th World Dance Aliance. sorry marsha for whatever had happen. but we sometimes learn from our mistakes, don't worry honey. why it seems like we're drifting apart? why?

2010-05-13T04:01:00.002+08:00

thank you thank you so so so VERY much for helping me today, guys! thank you guahao, for staying with me till closing!! (L)(L) it's no fun when you work with un-matched thoughts floating in your mind): anyway, first time ever that akai called me 'lenn' 0.o! like whaaaaat?! sorry, just not used to it yet. well, cheryl hayes, a jazz singer, came by kinda early so i just couldn't believe it was her. because, in th photos she look sooooo WHITE but ended up so not white. and older. fad - "TH POWER OF PHOTOSHOP!" HAHAH! believe it or not, i still have my secondary 4e2 timetable hanging on th wall. and one stupid utterly pathetic thing happened to me. i'm damn clumsy, man! APA SEHHH! i slashed my own palm. th bleeding sucks-.- okay, pathetic, i know.

p/s ; never ever be close with drummers. may lead to serious danger. -.-

2010-05-12T14:55:00.002+08:00

HAHAH! saw th why i hate walking to NYP. i can't imagine you walking fast, babe. but kita nyer lagi worst. macam cross-country): HAHAH. we both can lose weight like this(: hhhe. -lennymarlini(L)qurrahshumarr!

HAHAHAHAHAHA CROSS COUNTRY! Tu la skola jaoh2. HAHAHAHA yeah we should lose weight :D & qurrahshumar(L)lennymarlini tooo! haha

5 days ago

2010-05-12T14:33:00.002+08:00

REWANG NAK TARI 2.

sunday morning, met fuzzlee. awesome day! had to say so much lies): but what th hack. my eyes kept tearing up, though. case tak cukup tidur. anyway, school is such a great joy to me. hhe. didn't actually attend school today and chuck was like it's not 'perfect' without me and gerald in school. hahah. wth, perfect. thanks chuck and terry for taking turns carrying my laptop:DD hugs hugs hugs! i love yesterday, don't you. heels and dress, never again.

"i really want to go for it!"

2010-05-06T14:47:00.002+08:00

watching hotel rwanda in class. totally love th guy! super inspirational♥. omg, finally i've gotten a chance to play pool again! fcuking cheap. please please book for th entire week next week. GFs, we should meet up often, kay. ohh, i love th class expression right now. everyone is like concentrating th movie. all jaw-dropped;p hehhe.

i miss those moments where there's nothing to worry.

2010-05-06T01:11:00.002+08:00

you're reluctant, to me. better not then. why force. why do. why did it ever happen. why. i'm all crushed, really. thinking twice. this is just TOO FCUKING SADDENING! fcuk shit. i totally had enough. seriously. i can't take it! you're just being, if only there's a word to sum it up.

school is awesome(: lift jam up, "hey apple!" moments, crazy who-ha-s, just awesome. and btw, i'm so admiring gentlemens so much *drools*. it's totally irresistable, TOTALLY. they just treat you like heaven! don't you love it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FADDDDDD AND DELVIN ;DD xo.

2010-05-04T00:23:00.005+08:00

i know that you can't always think one sided. you can't attack people anyhow when you think you have many defences. sure you'll win. but it's definitely unfair. INJUSTICE! lol. really. i hate your attitude. i should wake up. realise what i'm suppose to realise. i've given chances TOO MUCH! it's time for you to realise as well. don't see, don't hear, don't even feel and we'll see an impact to that.

any-whoooo, class was awesome today. i've been sneezing aloooot - sucky. but everyone mingled(: th bond is there, i like. sorry joe for bringing your reputation down, hehheh!

please make it happen!

2010-05-01T23:10:00.004+08:00

saturday night at home, for th very first time. anyway just now i was shouting for my brother but apparently he ignored me. just nice, his phone was here with me. so i called his phone. and once he heard it ringing he ran as if he kena chase by huge rabbit with sharp teeth! good way to get your brother to you(: watching susuk now, and i STILL don't get it! i miss my girlfriends and boyfriends! and i loooooove my big ear, long eyelashes alien boyfriend(:

apparently i'm on a fake relationship with abang hafiz. he wanted to suspend all his friends. HAHHAHA! i just go along. i mean, fake only mah.

2010-04-29T19:16:00.002+08:00

when it all seems fine when suddenly something happened to me. SW was cancelled apparently, therefore th rest went to gym. i accompanied chuck for a while to th laptop fairs. decided to buy a Lenovo. it's okay. i'll shall wait for my Vaio(: anyway, after gyming we went cafe 2 then when i put down my bag and stood up to buy food, damn shit. everything went dark. it's as if th world just spin! sweating so much but you're in a damn cold air-conditioned place. doesn't make sense. feeling like you're suffocating, man! thanks guys for handing me a drink. haiquel came over, helped me with my bag and yeah, ate with his friends. feeling abit better, luckily(: haiquel went home with me afterwards, just to waste his time. thanks bro! i should have gone for class lah.

my hand are disproportional!

2010-04-28T00:52:00.002+08:00

when you think someone is shouting at you but then it isn't to them, but your mind still thinks it is and just couldn't let go but ): . thanks lionel for saying to me all those stuff. it's not that i don't trust you, it's just that i don't see th love in you to me and i don't see what you're...
i just don't like it when you seem like you're shouting. sorry, i just don't wanna talk especially when you're angry. ): i'm sorry.

2010-04-27T16:07:00.003+08:00

MELACCA'S AWESOME EXPERIENCE!

2010-04-27T15:54:00.000+08:00

26 april 2010, th awesomest day ever(: keith enter class and said to me it's his best day last night and i was like, "me too, me too!" thanks for refering me as a friend who also stick by your butt! hahh. ass! i need to wake up early, i'm like always late;p anyway headed home with joel. me and joel couldn't hold our pee nomore. but you stay tampines, man! so near lah! joel is like th sweat-master. hehh. people are awesome(:

my cat is getting old and she's weak to even 'meow' ):

STOP LOOKING AT MY WAY, can you? please.

2010-04-09T01:21:00.005+08:00

i miss these moments. they were awesome shitzxzx! anyway, atrika was kinda in a rush. learned 2 dance for th Gendang Festival at Malacca. a week there and damn, i need to get a black formal wear. tomorrow's our only hope. one more day, just one more day.
FML. i should't have said anything. i should just shut up like always. i love you, you know.
let's be preservative!

2010-04-08T03:12:00.003+08:00

i've gotten talks but it doesn't upset me much.
"why your eye-bag so big?!" - chervyn.
it's because i was holding back my tears. things will be different now.
i trust you right now. please don't break it. love you, best sibling!

2010-04-07T02:54:00.000+08:00

i love you, by th way.

2010-04-06T15:30:00.001+08:00

i miss this woman!

i should stop deleting and re-opening blogs. anyway, i hate it when this set of thinking just pop in my head and yeah, get me worried and pointless. it doesn't make sense. btw, thanks tehui for lending stuffs to me(:

2010-03-08T12:02:00.002+08:00

i still wonder if i have asthma or not. since yesterday till now, it's still th same. hard to breathe. anyway, yesterday wedding performance decoration was OMG! it looks grand, rather than wedding under th block. there was kuda kepang performance, not a fan of it. but this horse-like thing kept snapping infront of my face! gotten at least 3 cuts on my hands, oh well. we're almost finished with "Jelingan Manja"((: amazed that my father didn't say a word, for th first time. knowing that he usually nags about it all day long. my brother's sick. it's either a tiny one of fake one;p

lu leceh uh!

2010-03-07T00:39:00.002+08:00

illusions. playing with peoples' eyes, EASILY. being tricked. feeling so dumb afterwards. fooled. well, i always gotten trapped in it.

just tell it straight, honey.

well, at least this reminds me something beautiful(:

2010-03-05T10:39:00.003+08:00

launch party at 7atenine~
great people that's being loved(:

thanks karim hafizudin for going to th registration with me(: it was awesome. th bus journey was superly crazy. texting each other eventhough we're like just beside one another! awesome, but th sweating part not awesome. met ahmad for breakfast, just because i wanna see him in total formal wear;p it looks nice!ALICE IN TH WONDERLAND 3D, please. i went to school, but apparently th place was like deserted! so looks like i still can't take back my art work. aduuui. bumped into othman, and damn, his hazel brown eyes is like so 'bright'. my Dslr with amanda, so syaza bring yours for tomorrow((: if you can. i was asked to go to his gig. lollo.

hey you, i'm beginning to miss you.
again.

2010-03-02T14:14:00.002+08:00

mama always, ALWAYS off th fan when i'm sleeping. aiyoo, sweating like hell y'know. anyway, when i'm sleeping, even th noisest thing i tend to ignore. like just now, my cousin's calling me and i was still asleep(: until i remembered about her, i rushed! slow absorption~ her guy friend tag along and pitifully, he had to wait outside at th stairs. aiyoo, there's only me, haven't bath nor anything. yucks. simple make up and hair, and she looks HOT! she took like 4 of my dresses, hehhe. OMG, SHE'S GIVING ME HER WHITE DWARFS! (: love you, nor! xoxo.

2010-03-02T03:54:00.002+08:00

sufyan.

HARRY POTEK! HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:

2010-03-02T03:31:00.002+08:00

morning breakfast with ahmad (L). randomly after that, i went to th library. i just pass by there and decided to look around. settle DEBTS, library fines;p yay! anyway, i slept like pig when i've reached home. thank goodness i woke up exactly 4pm!

it was so 'lovey dovey'!
so cute.

i've noticed that when it comes to taking, everyone crowded for it. and during th afterparty, no one cares, pretends and go. anyway, i've gotten my letter and my cousin just texted me, a reminder that i have to make her up tomorrow. guess i can't sleep th entire day): thank you rochelle for th awesome flower, and giri for th carton milk(: it's a boy by th way.

2010-03-01T03:55:00.005+08:00

kak zea came by for like awhile with her hamsters; and taught us 1/3 of Jelingan Manja. i kept on replaying th song just so that i can memorise it down to my permanent storage in my brain! kak ferina came by and she's pretty! like really. and so is her son. okay, i'm damn excited for 15th ANN! when i was about to leave, afiq stopped me. had to do some dance for next week show. so met love just before work starts. ahmad lend me his micros since i forgotten mine. thank you, awesomely! hheh. my mash potato became a mash-cake. all hardens): thank you lionel for th wine opener(: rohaizan, yaqin, fitri and udin while working. how much i miss you guys! it's confirmed on th 21st people! MAKE YOURSELF SUPER FREE! xo.

soon!
i can't wait(;

2010-02-28T02:24:00.000+08:00

"suprisingly, lenny's early today!" - marrisa.
hey, i'm always 'early' what. hahah. did body conditioning, and we did OH! and 'into th new world'. and thanks to that, i've lost my cramps, FOR A MOMENT. while resting, haziq kept us all laughing with his stupid creative ways. HE'S ANIMATED I TELL YOU! afiq can't stop mentioning that haziq's so cute. which is true. AWWW! i heard alot today;p y'know, i know. shuush. we've changed and when we were in th lift, OMG, i left my phone! luckily i remembered, phew. one more thing, i just got to know i'm involved in my school plus atrika's claps. let's go back to school for training(: AHH! Q! you're post is so, omg! we both miss them, TERRIBLY): hafiz, just chill! BE A MAN! HAAHH:D

AREN'T YOU EXCITED?!?

2010-02-25T03:09:00.002+08:00

at first i found it quite quiet. afterwards i was so, normal? then, i went quiet. because of th cosmopolitan): then i went EVEN quieter because i did a totally stupid thing. thanks to Rochelle, Zana, Rosman plus Joveis for making my day(: Jovies bought churros; and Rosman sold th cosmo! that was when i went TOO happy. "tadi orang suruh senyum, taknak. sekarang baru nak senyum. sudah lah!" with cheeky look;) thanks a bunch! iloooooooooooveyou guys!!

i told you to___.
you didn't want to___.
ended up you did___.
i not gonna ask anymore):

2010-02-24T00:38:00.001+08:00

hiding under a shell.
i can't win this thing!

2010-02-21T23:40:00.004+08:00

my hand got stuck at th 7-11 door, pathetic! anyway, today's show is changed to CC. did our positioning via COINS(: since we didn't have any monopoly dolls. CHOCOLATES AND SWEETS, mdm maz pampered us(: hahah. i'm damn tired! okay haziq, PINK! me and love at at mac after show and everything. my flower damn ugly): heh. ILOVEYOU!

2010-02-21T23:38:00.001+08:00

TY HANNAH AND HAFIZ! xo. will miss you people!

2010-02-21T01:50:00.002+08:00

CHINGAY IS LIKE OVER! no more glitters on your eyelids! am i happy or what?! so anyway, i get to see ahmad for a few hours/minutes in th morning? (: YAY! had breakfast. thanks to him, we're from th foodcourt to LJS to Mac. saw haaziq there too.

afterwards, i had to go PA. once i stepped out of th train at Lavender, kak niza called out my name. and i thought i was th last to come, again;p hahha! th face paint person (sorry i forgotten your name), some abang uh, did mine and he make me like embarrassed cause my goosebumps rose. hah! then th outline was by sya-something;p th ketot guy! he was fooling around, then i can somewhat entertained him;p THANKS TO TH GUYS FOR TEACHING ME AND SYAZA THIS NEW CLAPPING ROUTINE(:

since that was our last day, apa lagi, we all 'feeling superstar'! haha. really, cameras and all. all photos is with kak niza and syaza so, be patient(: in th end, hafiz and hannah was taking tons of photos with us. th disturbance of duet photos is me and syaza;p HAHAH! okay th seducing photo with hafiz was a bit retarded! hha. I LOOK OLD! hafiz proclaim me as his 'GROPER'! not forgetting, new ways of removing make up is by using hand soap! IT WORKS! going home was such a BIG farewell. according to syaza we're like at th airport leaving singapore. yelaa, we going batam now what eh! GOSSIPS. i don't understand why worried? IT'S FATE!

2010-02-21T01:46:00.003+08:00

HAPPY SUPER BIRTHDAY, DANIAL AZMAN!
happening eh rumah(:
xo. love you cousin!

2010-02-19T01:19:00.003+08:00

i think i may be overreacting, i'm not sure.
i think i may be assuming, it may not be true.
i think i may be TOO worried, i just don't know.

things happens, without a word to be said.
everything's changed.
i know i'm not th best.
what is there to even like, right.
PATHETIC!

2010-02-18T13:14:00.000+08:00

dad's not working so it's just me and him. went out of my house like 2pm? had to go somewhere before Chingay begins. afterwards i was caught up in something that was like an hour long, that's th reason why i was late. th person talks NON-STOP! he was repeating th same old damn thing for me like 5 times!

pamela was like complaining about her black-heads, which i still don't understand what's a black-head. so everyone looked at each other noses and checked! HAH. because of that kak niza and syaza both said, " ya uh lenny, last time your skin damn horrible uh! what happen? you stopped coming atrika, it was so bad, you came back, it's okay." you ask me, idk. shit happens. yay, someone thought i was secondary 3 or something(: waiting time was LONG! eventhough we finished eating. took a nap. awesome, set a new style of lying down with can-can. it's like a built-on selimut y'know. me and pamela was like drooling over th half-naked guys on resort's world's float. pa, th abs are REAL! hahah:D

in th bus, me and syaza was just pretending to have a 'sword fight'. really when she poked my breast and so yeah, sex-bus. HAHH! pamela also kena(: gerek kan;p hannah and this girl-idk-what's-your-name-sorry was controlling us with 'remote-controllers'. pathetic, but we had great fun! syaza and me was 'fighting' till we fell on th bus floor and all. bus-entertainment, no! hahah!

is this a long post or what?!

2010-02-18T03:56:00.001+08:00

OI PANTAT!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, happy-happy smile-smile laugh-laugh cry-cry.
don't be alone at F1(:
YAY, DAH TUEK! ;D

2010-02-18T03:39:00.001+08:00

LET'S ALL PRETEND.

2010-02-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

last night; out with family. had to give a miss to atrika): oooh well.

today, had to go FTP. sitting at th hall when suddenly i saw Janice and she saw me(: pretty dramatic. stood and hugged her. and th both of us went, "OMG! YOU'VE CHANGED!" Janice is my secondary 1 friend which she soon went to international school overseas. so it's been 4 years i haven't seen her. we talked all th way till we reached toa payoh interchange. i was smiling everytime i hear her super-ly strong german accent. it's like SOO strong! and i agreed on what she actually said though - girls' loves to complain but do nothing, pathetic. they say they're fat but never exercise, hate their complexion but never do a thing about it, eg. HAHA! she said this that shocked me, "i remember you being th best dancer, right!!" HELL NO, BABE! hahha. i'm not.

and so after all those, afiq, fatin, huda, lisa and me headed to PA. we were admiring th yayasan johore, LOVE THEIR LINES! our eyes really can't get off of them. i noticed we sort of attracting peoples' attention when we start dancing;p lollo. had jokes, played games and some gotten forfeit. afiq kena twice. pamela's was hilarious! okay, mine sucks. girls' behind kak niza gave comments. it was HUMILIATING! but it was a laugh! :DD

feet, you're gonna gain a new friend tomorrow named, blister. be nice!

2010-02-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

amirul called me earlier on. faeezal was with him. if i was there, i would have sepak kepala otak korang tau! but iloveyouguys! GOSH, HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED YOU GUYS. anyway, amirul have a performance soon, he asked me to come but it's a event whereby no one w/o a pass can enter. good job! AHAH! xo~

2010-02-15T23:02:00.002+08:00

out with ahmad last night and there was like m-square like everyone. not that i dislike them, just that you feel, y'know. watched Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief! it was awesome(: everyone should watch that! i love going out with you, by th way(:

alright, today since i knew i wasn't going anywhere at first, i woke up quite early and went back to bed like almost 5 times? when i finally got out at 5plus. my dad asked, "what time did you slept?" so yeah, we, my parents plus me, went to jalan sultan and ate at this eyptian place. it was cosy(: but my mum kinda prefered th 2nd level ones. now, we have canadian pizza at home. i'm full!

"kak, kau dah kenapa? aleh-aleh kurus?"

i think it's because she never seen me for quite sometimes. so i'm actually th same):

IWANTMYPREP,PLEASE!

2010-02-14T15:10:00.002+08:00

i woke up when you told me too. you asked me to bath and i can't, cause brother's hugging th shower to himself FOR AGES! so i went online for a moment and even though he's still hugging th shower, you insisted me to bath now. impossible, isn't it. he got out, i went in quickly. 5 minutes in th shower, you shouted at me? "CEPAT KAK!" he, making noise and saying this and that about me. goodness, i'm not deaf. i wanted to go, but i feel un-welcome to even follow. told you people to go ahead. looks like i'm not going, again. I NEED TO GO):

2010-02-14T15:05:00.000+08:00

ty syaza(:

2010-02-14T05:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!

HAPPY superBELATED BIRTHDAY,
ROSZIANA BIBI BINTE ROSSLEY (!)

2010-02-14T02:46:00.003+08:00

on last friday, FTP was having CNY celebration. i had to go there at 9am just to make-up all of them. cikgu don't let at first, but everyone pemalas nak make-up sendiri. cikgu panic when there's an hour left and 8 people still haven't make-up. CHILL(: i love th atmosphere of th school, so 'home-like'? afterwards went out with ahmad(: we ate until it's so hard for me to walk. TOO BLOATED! sat at starbucks till i have to go work. GUMMY BEARS, childhood(: anyway, it's amazing how rosman can read my body language and all! played taiti with th chef and everytime lionel won, he'll grab my cards and play for me. hahah! niz ajak people go shisha. obviously i'm not going. curfew):

bonding while on th floor.

2010-02-14T02:44:00.001+08:00

love called me at 11am? i think, so that i would be on time for Chingay, but it seemed that i woke up at 230pm, eventually. at first didn't had th feel to even go for Chingay but it was worth going(: it's fun! eventhough th practise was slack-y as always. headed City Square Mall. awesome thing, there's a shuttle bus from lavender. ate at LJS(: apparently it was a meeting rather than just eating. hours after hours of discussion of pros and cons of each atrika members. went to a mini-pathetic maze, mustafa (argh!), coffe bean and home(; i was worn out! but it was hectic(L)

more pictures soon, after syaza figured out how to use picasa, piknik or photoscape;p
toy-boy~ lollo.

BBQ chicken mascot was pretty scary.
when he took of th head;p

2010-02-14T02:23:00.001+08:00

i've reopened it. okay, people gonna kill me if they know i've reopened it;p PEACE!

2009-11-19T01:32:00.000+08:00

closing down blogger soon(:

one day left to train and paper!!

2009-11-11T10:10:00.007+08:00

today, i studied like just just now, and later go CC, make-up, school, CC again(: tomorrow off to negeri sembilan!! OMG, i like can't wait. first time ever taking th train(: moreover, we're representing singapore in this event. WE, in th photo, gonna dance our ass of for singapore! PULUUUUT-paha!

yesterday was great,sad and great. everyone had cried except marissa. last woman standing! i'm so sorry for my action when i wanted things badly in a rush. y'know i love you guys. SARANGHAE! apparently afiq hugged me then push me in th changing room, like wth. at least give me a warning, man! then, oh yeah, secret. cannot say. later he kill me. today we all have to really work hard kay. telling you guys now(: and haziq, stop thinking about th b***k thingy. uncivilised people should be ignore!

bathing time(:

when you're up, there's always a down to it back.

2009-11-09T01:01:00.006+08:00

dance:
holding my temper.

for all th things i've heard - annoying!
buzz buzz buzzzzz~
first time in my entire life to face this!

sooner at night, it was spectacular!
lion dance, jumping from poles to poles, being so cute.
poles are like a metre away, could have fall.
lion dance, rolling on th floor, hanging on th pole,
first time ever to witness it.

and oh, gerek eh we all play dress up((:
marsha go put blonde extension. hehhe.
kak niza found her 'prom' dress! heh.

loves.

2009-11-05T12:33:00.001+08:00

last saturday th remajas had a performance at th waterfront for ABC. woke up early, did lines training, kak niza and i did their make up. nice already then when it was their turn to perform, tsk, rain came rushing down. run back to CC. then after we're at CC, we forgotten to take th CD from th PA people. hais. pamela accompanied me((: we walk, ran in th rain bare footed. so long since i last played in th rain. splash splash. a group of fishermen kept offering us towels to dry up. hehh.
next day, uncle yunus' wedding. CONGRATS! it's was bloody unique. so grand!!

"for my wedding, i want atrika to perform GEE!" - Afiq.

th food was heaven!!! everyone was saying that but kak niza emphasises that ALOT! heh. th taxi ride way back CC was just OMG. apparently i had to sit at th front. darlings at th back. th driver stared at me as if i'm some kind of alien!! after paying him th amount, i wanted to take th money from him, but he pulled away and shouted,

uncle: KAU, KAU!!!
me: huh.
uncle: kau kan, sape tuh... siti norhaliza!
me: ape cik. bukan bukan!
uncle: TAK TAK TAK! kau nie lah! noraniza idris KANNN!!
me: tak cik, tak. saya orang singapore! cik nak duit saya.
uncle: a'ah lah! kau noraniza idris. suara same lah!
me: bukan cik. cik, duit.
uncle: tapi, muka sama tau *handing th money to me, FINALLY!*

darlings was laughing outside th car instead of helping me): as he drove like what, 1second, he stopped again and said, " aku peminat kau uh!"
SERAAAAAAAAAM!

so anyway, we clear out all th stuff in th changing room and put it on th stage. fuhhhh! there was so much stuff, idk how it can actually fit in. haziq, pa, me and mdm maz started sneezing. tsk. kak niza tried on this sliming long skirt, and it didn't fit her. it was super tight, SUPER! unsatisfied, she took a new one and force it. hahaha! degil! afiq tried a spaggetti top. and one sided is like torn. hahah! i love sunday(:

let's study, later someone nags;p

I MISS YOU ALL, GUNDU TETEKS! xo.

thanks mother.

2009-10-29T12:14:00.000+08:00

quick update(:

went to breeks with mum and brother. it was awesome, really. before that, my brother went to buy some of his stuff. and i don't really like that stuff. it's sooooo, yeah. we walked around and people kept approaching us to do trial on their products.
mum kept saying : kak, go ahead. try, try!
super reluctant to do it but yeah, she grab my hand! lol. when we reached home, it isn't as pleasant as before. yes, my family is super sensetive people!

on wednesday, i had maths paper. was still having some revises in th bus and infront of me was this mum and a baby. very adorable(: then they dropped one stop before me. th baby turned to me then smiles((: and show a hand signal saying "bye bye". awwww! smiling, alone. hehh.

and this one day, i was walking back home from dance. was walking at th open drive through. then my neighbour, i don't actually know them but yeah. th daughter grab a cat which was sleeping. grab its tail!! then run back in th shelter, still holding th tail ONLY!! then swing it to a cradle position. th cat gave a hiss then scratch her ALOT! then she let th cat go and beat it on th butt. i was staring at her th entire moment! it was shocking but funny. hahah.

okay bye;)

never let go.

2009-10-22T20:26:00.001+08:00

i smiled when i was walking to school. idk why. to see everyone's face(: were quarantined in AVA and apparently i didn't bring any jacket along. so was freezing. we did retarded coin 'magic' tricks, which seems to work, only to our eyes. hahah! me and Q put our initials on a wet cement for memories sake. hehhe(:

zaki and raudhah texted me that night. it's like so long since we all talked. i truly miss them. i'm sorry for those i didn't reply. understand understood ya. i miss those moment when we had all th time of our lives. living my fs behind? due to be tied up? no, never!

MAIRAH, AIN, GOOD LUCK FOR TH AUDITION(:

tomorrow's performance at school, should go? hmm.

LJS):

2009-10-18T01:24:00.006+08:00

i would like to thank my father? for waking me up, if it wasn't for him, i would have come late;p blankly thought that today's there's practice but it turned out that CC was closed. deng betul! kan deepavali! tsk. went prof. Yaacob's house, open house. lollo. eat, not entirely. i had to move up and down, take tissues, take photos. take take take! today, i'm damn clumsy lah. kept hitting th table when i wanted to seat. tsk. soon after, went to Pamela's house, changed! i so so so looooove lift-ride up and down. hahah! they all addicted to th 'predicting' game. hence, went Tang Plaza to catch Vogue but they signaled us that they were done.
when we were walking to th bus stop, yes, afiq was my decoy boyfriend because Pa's fs was there. in th bus, there were tons of Nepalese people? all smartly dressed. have to stand then saw this baby! look Caucasian but he's Nepalese(: blonde hair, fair skin. wooo! i made th baby laugh((: fly kiss baby, fly kiss! anyway, up next was Guessolina. this guy, HOT! sitting on th pavement, i was like roasted egg. how dark can i get!
we decided to go Esplanade library but it was closed, told ya, tough luck! we took forever to find a place to eat. buying th food, awkward moment. staring game uh? lol. thanks to afiq for being my decoy boyfriend.
watched Zap'in Hop. Yayasan Warisan Johor was 'WOW'! also, yesterday perform 'Poetry Hip hop' performed again as an encore. superb.
blahblahblah, going home = sucky. why? because of all th pervs? sometimes i just wish i was a guy! at least i don't have to experience th worst! totally need a decoy boyfriend everywhere i go(:

fiq-kahak-noh(!!)

2009-10-15T12:12:00.004+08:00

yesterday had rsquare practice. like for once i wasn't th first one(: practice was superb! fuhh! afiq and i did this dumb dance-off? so ridiculous! hahah! apparently making th others laugh their ass off. before that, when we were resting, there was this irritating vibration. checked all phones but none was vibrating. so we looked everywhere like hell. it was as if we're looking for a bomb or what! i could even lie down and put my head on th ground to hear where th vibration coming from. hahah! but then it was kak zea's. haiyoo. suspense for a while uh. sorry bi, accidently ter-say 'bitch'. ahahah!
went to Fork&Spoon to eat. haziq started tripping us all from kallang till tpy. ass you, bapok! hheh. blahblahblah. me and bb waited for th bus for kakzea, afiq and haziq. to kill th time we played this 'domino' game-like? let's do it again(!!) heheh.
brother got back home and was bragging about th SI thingy because he get to go, even backstage. whatevs. ahah. he'll be going again next week. so yeah, webcam with nicky can die y'know! sorry can't webcam for long nick;p hahha!
speacial thanks to tehui for sending this link to me(: watched it like, yeah, ALOT! awak confirm suka video nie. damn touching! KORANG TENGOKKKKK! lol.

6 months assignments(:

2009-10-12T23:23:00.004+08:00

yesterday, atrika went to watch this performance at UCC. it's a bands performance. all are new bands but super awesome! totally. Pinholes performed! it was somewhat hilarious. all th bands were amazing! i totally enjoyed my day yesterday. eventhough Didi isn't th realy MC, he entertained us all. afterwards we had dinner at marina square mac. we were th last people there and workers there was like, " masa kan masih siang eh korang. chill je lah! " hahhah! sorry uh(: headed to raffles mac to buy syafiq something to eat since th previous was already closed. i've gotten a wink from american guys? hahha! random!
today i totally cleaned th changing room alone and that someone said he wanna come at 330 but then came at 530! hmph. so yeah. if you guys mess it up again. wahh! no more cleaning! hahah. dance was great. only me, afiq and haziq went to Ariff's to eat. we stayed there like damn long. talked and talked. PG, talked and talked. till we thought we say mats, so we make a move but then it turned out to be abang hafiz! lol.

look at what Q did to our faces. hahhah!

heart shape gelek yok!

2009-10-10T23:26:00.006+08:00

appreciating what was shown(: isn't it beautiful!

turned up at CC around 930 hence practice. blahblahblah. had performance at jurong spring CC with th 4Life kids. we were like telling stories like a person wants too much safety sampai dalam MRT pun must wear HELMET! sing sang sung korean. thanks eh afiq for influencing me! -.- back at CC, we practice and i'm like bathing my own damn sweats. kak niza's walk is like diva, FUHH! hhhe. i was pissed! in th end. as always. same goes for kak niza. she knows what they don't-.- can we just put some senses in that small box up there! CHANGING ROOM WAS BACK TO A COMPLETE MESS! ughhhhh! monday, cleaning time. AGAIN.

tomorrow watching a show at UCC. kak niza, belt tau((: FORMAL!

i want nobody, nobody!

2009-10-08T23:43:00.004+08:00

double english was last lesson and i was f-ing tired. so we had a 3minute break. when i woke up, all were doing their summary except me. hahha! no one woke me up, they say pity me. look so tired. aww! straight after school went CC. studied first before th others came. we played taiti, this game with poker cards and kak niza kept losing. hahha. she's like th collector of cards lah. what we talked about was totally crap. haziq asked everyone when was th last time i touch someones' butt or whatsoever. of course afiq because always bump his butt! too huge uh. heheh! people, stop kentut-ing silently, silent killer!!! must be like me. tell!

okay, on th way back home. i walked under tunnel to th other side of central, th one leads to cheers. apparently there wasn't anyone and all of a sudden this guy was walking exactly behind me. i walked freaking slow just so he could overtake me but he followed my speed. then i stopped, he also stopped. fcuk right! took th escalator and still behind me. i tried to take a peek at th back, and he just stands there. i was prepared to kick him any moment! if he touches me that is. so i walked a few paces and he looked at me like one kind. so i said, yes? and he looked at me head to toe, fcuk! look at my wallet which i was hugging, lollo , wanna steal? lol. and he said something and i was like yeah, you go back inside th interchange there can find. anyhow shot! hahah. and he stood there looking. PERVERTIC BASTARD ASSHOLE BITCHH!!!!!!!

prararararaarararararararaTAH!

2009-10-07T23:58:00.003+08:00

we were at backstage but th th lights wasn't on, so afiq went to on it which is like outside. i came out of th changing and when i turned, i totally gotten shocked! fir came in without say "Asalam'mualaikum" at all. i could have a heart attack. dance, dance, dance. my stomach was killing me from laughing tooo much today! it was a blast. while dancing, i was talking about glucose and afiq was talking about weimer government. hahah. revise and practise at th same time. good uh. ohh, ATRIKA REMAJAS, TOMORROW PRACTISE AT 730PM! note down! and why th hack i kept thinking today's thursday! ahahah.

I LIKE I LIKE!

leaks.

2009-10-06T19:23:00.009+08:00

that day we had shows - morning ones was great, night so-so. i had to follow uncle ranjit to get his hp to call th others cause we took separate cars. and damn, he walked superly fast. i had to fast pace to catch up with him. i was a but pissed when i saw th changing room damn messy! ughh! th next day, came early and cleared things up. i was alone and someone said he was on th way but then he was sleeping! be bitch! hahha. kak niza, afiq, haziq helped(: yeah! chipi and shahrul showed kak zea what they've learnt about malay dance. hahah! you should just see. tomorrow practice again. today at school, nicola and dan feng bullied me by pulling each hands. actually dan feng pulled my thumb. tsk tsk.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TEHUI!

mama found this photos while clearing her drawer(: my dearest brothers!!

childrens' day(:

2009-10-02T00:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YOU GUYS((:

i'm still awake. revising? GOOD LUCK dearies to those taking N level. isn't fast to th end of th year.

THANK YOU MDM SIN! she gave us a any colour pen you want and some sweets for us for childrens' day. we're not that old to not to celebrate. hehhe. so yes, i've gotten GREEN(: anyway, we did maths and i asked jolie something and what she taught me was so irrelevant. hahah! i think she was in her own world.
i've gotten home and all in my head was study straight away. but then, i was reading reader's digest till i fallen asleep. plan ruined. hahha. OMG, tommorow's gonna be sucky. just have a feeling.

LET'S DANCE!

shoe throwing!

2009-09-29T17:25:00.003+08:00

yesterday i didn't went school and later on in th afternoon, i had dance. bumped into afiq at th traffic light then waiting for kak zea since THEY didn't let us have th keys first. lol. laughing to irrelevant stuff! practiced for awhile till someone took over th backstage. thought of using th roof or something like that but still pointless. firstly we thought of going Boon Keng, then waterfront, then badminton court and finally, under th block. GEE GEE GEE GEE GEE! th guys tried doing a 7 but then haziq's 'starter' is like zapin. hahha.

we played at this fitness corner and OMG! th way haziq climb is damn hilarious!! abang swift and kak zea climb up th monkey bar and eventually find it hard to get back down. hahha. i could have died there, laughing!

went afiq and haziq's house, take book, went home. and so, this morning i woke up late again. anyway, LET'S GET HER FIRED!

she has skin cancer - tessa's evil mind.

seconds.

2009-09-22T00:25:00.001+08:00

i still can't remember all my waks' name. my wak told me i have a cousin in sec 2 but i've no clue who, gonna find out(!) anyway, my handsome cousin was like sec 5. if you see him, you're gonna drool all day! hahah. lol. danial's going sarawak tomorrow to meet his girlf, kinda missed his flight earlier on. actually i thought i would stay home, to do some revising, but i had to go. 2 down, 11 more waks' to go. these waks' are from my mama's side.
just when i was online, younus was talking about weddings. ahhahah! kutok je eh! tsk. baru minta maaf. hahahha.
my adik cut bangs(?)

first day of raya(:

2009-09-20T23:54:00.001+08:00

he's a mixed of american and malay! feeweet. he's damn CUTE!

didn't really had th mood to celebrate. i really miss her. so this is th freaking first time i've seen my whole entire family super excited to take photos and stuff. and this is th first time ever that my family had a family photo. well, not actually complete cause my bros are like not there. semua kecoh! but at some point, i kept looking back. and goodness, kak ani can't stop saying how big i've grown and all those types of compliments. and she would gaze at me like head to toe. hahha!

BODY ROCK 2009.

2009-09-19T03:58:00.003+08:00

i'm so loving this!
shut th music at th side and watch this(:

knock you down.

2009-09-18T00:57:00.000+08:00

i'm lazy to type, so i'm just gonna put photos(: peace. "th girl named siti is th most prettiest uh!" hehhe;p oh, during buke at changi mac, we talked about ghost. gerek!

i need to start using my planner again.

2009-09-16T23:13:00.004+08:00

i can consider my day today tons of fun and disappointment! physics and biology practical was much MUCH more easier than MYE.
quarantined till 1plus. studied till we realised that our clique was th quietest then we started to talk talk talk! kumar, dick, sumai. tons of stuff to discuss(: sean really made my day. he never fails to make us laugh even my jokes are lame -.-

afterwards, we headed to art class. i had to run up and down to get this damn film of plastic to wrap my work. only solution = POPULAR! luckily i bumped into fadhil(: he willingly send me back and fro by bike. THANKS FADHIL(: and haaziq too, for lending him th bike? hehh. just need some final touch up on prep and i'm done!! for th entire day, i was holding my pee! ughh.

my baby cousin talks like orang tua-tua seh! but every word he says end with a 'seh'. just now was raining heavily so he said - "hujan bedek seh". hahha! adorable(:

went for atrika for tomorrow's show. final show? idk. we'll see;)
dad was sending some stuff just opposite our house then he went to th kitchen to look over at our house. saw my aunt knocking on th door.

dad : ASMAH! ASMAH! kau datang hari nie?
aunt: huh? senjak bile kau pindah rumah?

my aunt is super blur! hahah. but i miss her(: anyway check out th extended new official new moon trailer! OMG OMG OMG OMG! i can't wait. look at Taylor Lautner's body, arghh! you can admire it like FOREVER! lol.

th disappointment part is that i've no time to study for ss cause i'm doing art. ughh. dumb ass. RANDOM SHIT! i boarded th bus and someone whom i don't know at all called out my name. 3 guys? idk you all, man!

screaming at th top off my lungs!

2009-09-14T21:56:00.003+08:00

Eyebag! ughh! i didn't sleep at all just to do my art all night long. in th morning when we were singing th anthem, i almost fall asleep. hahh! spend all day for art cause th due date is like tomorrow. i'm just going to ignore it! just left with prep and i'm done with that damn papercut(!) you don't know how extremely happy i am:DD weird thing is that while i was doing my art, i kept saying names in my head, again and again. Periwinkle was one of it. lol. i don't even know where it came from. i want to sleep but i have to study): prelim's tomorrow. GOODLUCK friends-friends!

anyway, boy, i think i have a crush on you.
nicky you know, i know. hahah! (shhh.)

i still love you, nenek!

2009-09-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

today quite depressing because just as i was about to go out of th house, my dad asked me whether i wanted to go to th cemetery or not. obviously i would. ughh! but i was so in a rush. i miss her so much! anyway i went to Kodak to print some photos for art O's and it took me like half an hour to get it done. freaky long! headed to Giordano for a bit of shopping and headed to CC straight because Pamela was like scared being all alone at backstage. lol. afiq was late due to some issues. ehem ehem. Pa says she wanted to cut her hair short at th back. i wanna see th outcome(: when th 4Life kids reached, kak zea still wasn't here yet so i have to dance with them. macam same height kite semua;p
afiq took out his ring protector tape then stick it on syaza's forehead and drew on her forehead but then she thought we drew on th tape. heheh. sorry babe(: then th practice starts. learnt some tutting and lyrical for th dance explosion competition. gerek! lol. buka sama-sama but sad, my 7-11 cookie was sold out): and seems like everyone is addicted to th Gee song and dance. hah.

Dad: kak, tadi kita pergi kubur then we heard whispers.
Me: ah ye.
Dad: betul. nenek cakap mana lenny? so kita cakap, ohh lenny pergi atrika.

i know it isn't true that he heard any of that but just to think of it, i still can't believe she left.

tomorrow's th hand up for art O's. hais. let's get it done and over with!

red, grey, yellow.

2009-09-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

had iftar just now and, honestly, it's isn't as great as last years'. everyone was in th rush. atrika was all red and grey, and th R^2 was all yellow.
"Atrika Catering Services" - afiq. lol.
and someone even scolded us for not serving them first because we served th malay first. it's not being biased or anything. it's just that it was past break fast time and yeah, please be understanding uh! afiq and afifah's mum was so frustrated about 'her'. well, i sort of had fun? it's worth it(: re-filling th water was so kecoh! back to cc, kak niza let us use her laptop hence we went to afiq's FB and we commented non-stop on his wall. hahha! we were bored;p

we support local music!

2009-09-10T23:51:00.006+08:00

reaching changi airport, we took tons of pictures with foreigners and beautifuls sights as if we're at some other country, padahal-padahal. lol. NICKY, malay still counted as other relevant subjects, i checked okay. lol. th perfomance was about celebrating F1, or something like that. poor kak niza, we didn't get to see beyonce. hahha. ohh ohh, we get to played this car racing game at th F1 thingy. i challenged afiq and syafiq, and guess what... I'M FIRST(: suka eh. hahah. there's too much to be said. as if you guys would want to know. lol. contem, FINALLY!

rush hour.

2009-09-08T13:07:00.000+08:00

last two days went for buka puasa at pizza hut(: thanks mum and dad. and afterwards, desserts at swensens. mum was craving for th ice-cream there.
well, yesterday i've bought my baju raya. walking back and fro with brother. brother kept changing minds on which to buy and he's super talkative. no idea how his fs managed him. lol. it's green(: AWESOME!
ohh, i had th horrifying dream ever. i dreamt that my hair was super-super SHORT! o.0 when i woke up i quickly check my head for a feel of my hair. lucky it was there. hah.
okay, gotta go and print some art stuff. xo.

heavy eyes!

2009-09-05T23:21:00.002+08:00

oh gosh! oh gosh! i super-super hope that i can finish my art *all fingers crossed*. gone for atrika like straight after school. show at taman warisan. i'm still not happy with 'Pirindang' just now. lol. but during th dance, there's this 2 women who was bewildered by a part of th dance that she looked as if she can fall off th chair. anyways we had such a feast. thanks mdm maz(:
back at cc, after buke, all of us watch a video of pasts dance. ughh! there's this one video with my hair super-ly short and OMG, i was 0.o! my seluarnyer trademark masih ader. hahah!
it was so hard to talk just now cause th littlest guys was screaming and shouting (playing games, that's why). me, afiq and haziq joined in and, DAMN, it was freaky hilarious. can you imagine a small boy pushed down haziq! hahha! we played rugby with a water bottle. HEAP-HEAP! great day, alright(: and again, thanks mdm maz for th prata ice-cream(:

uncomfortable.

2009-08-13T00:42:00.006+08:00

i want to be a small kid when ever mistake you do is just a laughter to others. i want to be a kid when you just go up at someone and th next moment you both were friends for ages till now. i just want to be a small kid again.

to person numer one:-

a part of me wants to just obey and try to fit in but th other part of me just want to say th truth - but i can't. YOU had YOUR part of th time, now it's time for MINE! "we're al concern for you." you know where i am. isn't it better then wondering elsewhere. i've lied more than a million times to your questions, and i'm super-ly sorry for that but you simply can't take th fact. i feel terrible! and most of all, hearing my friends' words make me feel more worst then ever. shockingly you prevented me from doing my schoolwork. i'm speechless! you see through me like i'm a nothing to you. it's hard to hear some compliments from you guys, just critics and stupid remarks! when i told you details about what's coming ahead for me, you didn't care. always putting me at fault for what i wanted to do. you always saying you're th best among all and no one is almost in th same league as you but i've seen better and i always heard comments about what you'ree suppose to be but to me, i just don't know.

to person number two:-

in front of me, you can say th most gentle and polite sentences ever but when i'm not around, it's just f-ing cruel! they are blinded by you. YOU blinded them. you said such stuff showing your worries to me but i can't even tell if it's true or not.

why does it seem so hard to trust these people when they're so close to me! envious erupted everytime i looked at "others".

LAUGHTER!

2009-08-10T01:00:00.005+08:00

i'm kinda late to say this but what th hack, HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

had a show just now, somewhere at kembangan. I LOVE TODAY! for so long i didn't dance with this people and finally i'm back! however, these people uh loves to bongkar my wallet and they actually passed around my ez-link! UGH! EMBARRASSING! i've th worst ez-link among all, like seriously. well, it was th best day ever! went to ariff's after that. HOTDOG CHEESE PRATA! yumm. 8.22pm on th dot - according to my hp, hheh, we said th pledge aloud at ariff's. semangat babe! hang around an PG. i know you know. heh. afiq don't hold your grunge man. PIRINDANG ROCKS. lol. 14th august at taman warisan okay(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST NURAIN WIRDAWATI AND MUHAMMAD NAZRELLI(belated)! may something happen to th both of you.

"that ugly tomboy girl uh," he said!

run baby, run!

2009-07-31T22:41:00.006+08:00

i can die from dehydration! we walked non-stop, up-hill and down-hill, forward and backward. it was great though, having new places to see. every corner we went, we saw the same group of people running back and forth like an 'amazing race'? it's kinda irritating cause some people can't take a proper shoot! anyway, y'know what, i expected a zero for my POA actually because i didn't study at all. like seriously, a ZERO. but my expectation was wrong. lol.

and people need to know how to contact, c'mon people(:

GO!

2009-07-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

2 days and counting. this will be great. wonder how long it will last.

i actually missed dancing. maybe a little visit on friday? too return stuff of course. anyway, i finally know how to solve this damn maths question(: and my cat is as fresh as ever!

hey! i'm going to miss thinking of it):

headache begone!

2009-07-17T23:16:00.004+08:00

like finally met brother, almost like ages. he bought his girlfriend of his along and i really thought she was in poly or something or at least a tiny bit older than me. but amazingly she's way way WAY younger. she extremely quiet, tried to open topics;p anyway, had dinner and off for HP and th half blooded prince movie. it was kinda frustrating but hey, looking at th bright side, i did enjoy all th laughing in th cinema((:

and he can't shut up about it!

school, school, school.

2009-07-04T23:36:00.004+08:00

i'm so grateful that i actually talked fluently during malay oral. it was a suprise to me that
i've talked non-stop and th teachers did show some good signs that i may actually score
high(: so anyway, i'm now having tons of essay plus other homeworks. dammmit! have to
get back to school mode(: hey big brother, can you give me your bank number? cakap je
balik kerje kasih, tak kasih-kasih pun.

denny's gone for a week and redzya stopped alrd, okay that saddening): dum-dum-dum!

I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH FAME!
awesome-awesome((:

for th second time.

2009-06-28T15:24:00.003+08:00

yesterday treat my brother for some movie treat, donut plus eating at my workplace. at first we wanted to watch at lido but apparently it's all sold out. went to cathay, useless! tpy is always open. bumped into haiquel, ian, othman, zafir and his brother. worn out from not sleeping ealier on. and now i'm in a rush and ugh! RUSH-RUSH!

all grown kitty.

2009-06-24T23:06:00.001+08:00

everyone was late apparently except younus. i think he's pissed;p sorry. me and amirul still got th time to buy some food. hehh. mairah was superly sick. get well babe. at th audition there was this person who dresses like a villian from power ranger. abit scary, worse than a clown fyi. sadly amir didn't get in just because of school. wth! seriously WTH! if it wasn't for school, he'll be in dammit. anyway, we watched 'Transformer 2'! wooo. it's superb plus hilarious. you should catch it. MONEY NOT WASTED(: hehh. th toy robot was cute(: GO CATCH IT! went to raudhah's house. thanks for th meal. i think this is my first time eating fish and it wasn't bad. i think that's th last though. i worn out from playing with wallie and yayan( salah spelling eh?). sing-along, amir enjoy! and watched skate and soccer accidents online. th worst was th sudden death in soccer. okay, having flu and i'm scared.

volley pancet):

2009-06-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

i'm always late;p met them at 6plus? instead of 330pm. i was so stuck with this movie on TV. my bad. thanks for th food mairah(: mairah and amirul was being DJs or talk-host, younus was enjoying 'Peter Pan 2' and i was falling asleep on th couch. sedap pe! then suddenly it went quiet, they started cleaning th table. hmmmm. and i jerk up to get up quickly. y'know what, mairah's sis and brother-in-law came home. so yeah, volleyball tak gerek uh):

happy daddys' day(:

2009-06-21T13:39:00.000+08:00

today is fathers' day but not much to say. HAPPY FATHERS' DAY though(: i've cancelled plans tons. anyway yesterday was atrika dancefest. met up at amir's house. tsktsk, tak mandi-mandi eh. hah! yeah, all of us, plus amir and younus, wasn't satisfied to certain issues and apparently i've taken that job of your sleeves and nothing was even said. hmph! kite-kite semua got bitten by reed ants while taking photos): lol. thanks younus for taking th photos. KORANG BEACH BALL!! and i'm not performing anymore kay(:

dream girls. lol

2009-06-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

mairah, Q and myself went around tpy to 'window-shop'.lol.
tpy may not be th most bright place to window-shop but hey we found tons of interesting stuff.
this heels is like damn nice and th pants.
and mairah was like dying for this vest.
th purple prom dress was just awesome.
we went to th interchange mini watch shop, seriously there was a million thing you can say about these watches. lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEYS!

2009-06-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

14th JUNE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAC-MAN, ENNIS AND KAK ZEA((:
may your wish comes true!

15th JUNE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAJIV(not rajib:p) AND ISKANDAR!
yeah-yeah, have a great day!

gentarasa(:

2009-06-13T13:51:00.012+08:00

gentarasa was awesome; only that some part bores me. lol. anw, i love th jokes(: "dia dulu suke dengar MP3. alah! MP3; MINAH PEKAK!" hahah! anw, th juniors was trick on wearing baju kurung for gentarasa. it feels like hari raya(: (cikgu nyer plan taw!) (: hahaha. but th baju kurung all nice-nice! met mum and dear brother and headed city hall. thanks mummy for swensens(: yeah, walking all day. damn i'm tired!

maria jenina francisco de jesus.

2009-06-12T02:04:00.006+08:00

I LOVELOVELOVE THIS WOMAN TOO MUCH! miss her as well like umm, TOO MUCH!
JHENN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

may all your wishes actually came true. have fun with your mum(: heard you going out with her. lol. anw, cherish your day(:

xoxo love.

birthday special. lol.

2009-06-11T23:57:00.021+08:00

a few minutes before it's over. pheww. okay, i did say i didn't want to celebrate but this bunch is extremely stubborn. ILOVEYOUGUYS! thanks for th suprise dearest! some of th photos aren't retard poses, we were just catching ice in our mouths. hheh. thanks ain and raudhah for th watch(: love it and love you both as well(: thanks amir, younus and mairah for th cakes. next time no celebration, okay. really, no celebration. mairah, next time don't forget to bring certain stuff before going sentosa okay. heh. and yeah, i love th show at vivo, me, ain, raudhah and younus was damn entertained(: hah!

thanks dearest.

2009-06-11T01:52:00.007+08:00

finally shopped((: thanks to nenek though. she's always there whenever i needed someone. love you dear nenek. hey, i hate th dream i've gotten after younus woke me up. ughh! woke up with tears dripping. hugging th pillow hard, like i'm hugging them not to go.

yeah! aunty at home and she bought food(: shopping with raudhah and younus. younus suker eh dapat;p hah. and we found younus' twin in a double decker bus. anw, THANKS EVERYONE FOR TH WISH(: especially to dearest natasha. i'm damn touched with that text, seriously. i never thought of it. i love you all so much(: sorry fi to turn it down. thanks dear ex for giving me a random call. thanks mummy for famous amos(:

pastamania!

2009-06-08T23:57:00.018+08:00

at stairs for 4 hours. waiting for her for 4 hours. but it's worth it, cause dear mairah just save us from empty stomach. THANKS DEARY FOR PASTAMANIA(((: love you. muacks muacks muacks! heh. yeah, she was late, fashionably late. everyone wish azman was there. ughh! no azman, no fun. amirul says i'm running around with soyogia because azman wasn't here. sad-sad. lol. apparently we suppose to go henderson but due to th fast night fall, we went douby for pastamania and afterwards to fort canning but we just wonder to somerset. frankly, we can never go to any restaurant cause it's was a big nuisance! hhah! it was fun((: hey younus, hey raudhah, wednesday((:

you asking me about supporting. you were never around to see so. stop pointing fingers. what have you done to help her anw? always busy with your fcuking birds. knowing you're tired from work, understoodable. but hey, don't put those damn blames on me if you have no one else to point at. taking advantage of reaching late, at least i don't wonder off at lorongs, daddy. i know dear brother isn't here. does that mean, i'm replacing him. frankly i understand his situation and you DEFINATELY DON'T! i wish i could just live with him instead. i wish i was his true sister. at least he appreciate it much more than any of you guys would. i just miss him so fcuking much. you laid a finger on him for nothing, and soon me as well. you said it yourself, once can be twice. pain no pain, do if you have to cause you're a person whom definately doesn't understand me nor dear big brother. halau me as well like you did to him! actually that's one reason why i never wanted to be home whenever you're around. i'm sorry.

blue form.

2009-06-08T15:19:00.003+08:00

i believe i can fly! and so he did ((:
1826, super good number people!

hey bustard, CONGRATS BIG TIME!!!!

sanggup kite semua panic that damn morning. and th sunburn was actually worth it. hehhe;p

intense moment.

2009-06-07T16:48:00.005+08:00

330am amir called. i did answer but automatically, i went back to sleep. sorry amir;p hahha! then they called. THEY FOOLED ME. thanks eh korang. *smacksmack* anw, i reached and amir was near th counter alrd. not such a long wait since i was late. hahh! white chocolate, yummy(: after th intense moment, we know th results if th damn audition. damn! anw, all empty stomach. headed for marina sq. THANKS FOR TH BLOODY REBOUND, azman! hah. aishah suare macho! chey-chey. hahha!

2009-06-06T20:38:00.011+08:00

supposed to ton at orchard but ended at bishan skate park. BREAKFAST(: we were damn panic! amirul late. mairah to th rescue! she woke him in time. took taxi, worth it. amirul gotten sunburn and gone black. he waited, we went elsewhere. i was dying there. SLEEPY LAH SEY! went to esplanade, marina barrage and back to cathay and then esp roof. chilling at starbuck, treat them. this is so like a walkathon tak menjadi. th RESULTS IS we gotta come back th next day for audition. lol. and so we will(:

a guy sang 'listen by beyonce'. superly damn awesome! gives me goosebumps in return. cool shit or what. hah!

hey you!
you're hot, bustard.

2009-06-05T00:37:00.014+08:00

hope i won't overslept again for later class. lol. twice alrd, can't afford another one. if nothing went inside my fs head, then i'm lucky enough that i didn't go. hah! raudhah, ain and nadia came around my place to pass me th money but then ended up chilling and fooling around((:

2009-06-03T13:49:00.007+08:00

yaqin caught red handed, korek-korek. tsk tsk. heheh!

this was yesterday. lol.

anw, i was wondering around tpy and there was a performance by NS men. cool or what! i went for remedial for nothing except prata uh. nothing went in my head, zit! was busy talking to Q th entire time. hah! alot of non-fiction books that's damn interesting but i gotten one only. lol. i can't wait for saturday! ((; heh. lol.

tml school starts at 945am kay women.

2009-06-02T02:30:00.003+08:00

i had to do th getting-ready duty, and it was damn tough! th damn hat kept lowering itself, that's more irritating. lol. anw, i had funn(: idk why but i did.

to th dancers;

if you guys are like going to school this week, just have 10bucks with you aites. who knows you may bump into me(: yeah. anw, krg try to wear some bright colours baju kurung so you guys look lively((:

a few more hours and i'll be at school. no more skipping, lenny! okay, let's all dream of sheeps playing alipom. omg! that's hard. all th sheep look th same seh. takkan game gitu. lol.

2009-05-31T15:15:00.002+08:00

i'm worn out from yesterday and tml's gonna be th worst! to me that is. lol. alright, yesterday i've gotten my 'dream camera', like finally! just need to godeh-godeh abit to get use to it(; lol. my fams went to eat at this 'ayam penyet RIA' and th sambal was like volcano!! serious shit. told to change phones eventhough i didn't want to cause i don't see th reason to do so. lol. so yeah, changed. and do you have to follow everything that's mine? random.

hey, got 4 free tickets for movies. anyone? lol.
hhah!

2009-05-27T20:00:00.002+08:00

this old-times cartoons still tickles my bones. to me it's kinda hilarious. no wonder i used to enjoy watching such cartoons. lol. i've no idea how long i haven't been watching this types of shows. heheh! H1N1 in singapore - i think that's th hottest topic around here right now. chill people. yeah-yeah, i'm gonna get th damn eff-ing DSLR by this week!! damn, that's amazing. lol.

I'VE GOT TH JOB, bitch!

2009-05-26T20:32:00.009+08:00

entire week of intensive malay isn't bad y'know. lol. th time passes damn fast, serious shit. anw, DAMN BLUEBLACKS! did i ever say that i hate people staring, yeah,
I HATE PEOPLE STARING.
this may not be my best week so far, idk, alot of mishap around here. hah! anyway, hope i get th job(:
and i ACE it man, with flying colours somemore!! hah. YEAH-YEAH. i'll show that person. hah!

my phone went jam, removed whatevs that was jamming it up.
a screw came put of my phone and i've no idea what's that screw is for, so yeah.
threw it. lol. well, at least it's back to normal(:

CIKGU CAKAP ESOK ADE DANCE OI!
okay, that's all(:

flunking damn POA, can?

2009-05-23T00:08:00.004+08:00

i'm somewhat sleepy everytime there's nothing to do. can't i stay awake. hey, everyone look out th window, it's a starry night!! hahh!

earlier at school, late. dammit. need to run. so whatever, gotten cakes from th class for may and june cute babies(: playing 'cheat' with them all was superly fun and damn funny. that's why you all have to believe one another. hah! ms ang and aileen shows us some of their magic trick. cool! apparently i was standing behind aileen to figure out how she does it. hahh! aileen show us more magic tricks again(:

i slept th entire day but it wasn't that peaceful because people kept on calling and texting me. must put a automatic voicemail saying

' lenny is sleeping, don't disturb, shoo. *teeeeeeeeet.* '

there's something i miss so much but i can't do anything much i guess. standing infront of th full-length mirror, moving around, smiling away as i started to... retarded, lol. am i making th right decision? i miss dance. i miss th 'atrika remaja'. sorry i can't make it for WWW.

ohh, shit! i just remembered tml got art. damn.
should i go? ummmmmmm.

2009-05-18T23:09:00.002+08:00

you have th rights. yes, but i hate it when you go stress because of me. i know i cause all problems there ever was. yes, i'm th causer of it all. but serious shit, when i say i'll fixed it, i'll definately would. just trust me for once. i didn't mean to, it's abit annoying to say ' ye! lenny cari. ' for like more than a dozen times. money wise, ughhh! fcuk th money laa. to you both, money is damn important. damn shit, why th hack care about money! i can promise you that i'll never trouble or even put any more matter in your lifes. as i'm pathetically nothing.

2009-05-17T23:37:00.005+08:00

why do you always have to make such a whale of a scene when i go out whereas he doesn't. why do you have to overindulge him too bloody much. i'm not jealous or whatsoever in particular. but why do you have to be so narrow minded. why do you always point th finger at me for reaching late and he even late-r. why can't you just appreciate what i've given or even try to give. now i can't be bothered to do anything or even continue, as easily said, you don't give a damn even if you say you do. dammit, i'll do as i want to. sorry to disobey but just carry on with what you think cause i'm always been th bad one ever since you shoo-ed dear one out!

i wish i can send you a letter to tell you since i can't talk back. i wish you would just give a damn eff-ing chance. ugh! wish is ever nothing!

2009-05-16T12:14:00.003+08:00

sarcasm. you just have to say that in th wee hours, don't you. if you can do better, i don't mind. but putting me in it as well, damn, that's too much. advantages, that's all you know.

and feng ou, you surely can cope with th steps. don't think too much. and syaza, i'll try come down for it((: i miss th both of you, woman!

should i go for it?
i want to but i just don't feel right about it.

2009-05-14T13:42:00.003+08:00

yes! finally, art is over. that's one exam i've been waiting to past. okay. it was pretty last minute. and extremely UGLY! duhh, lenny everything last minute. there's one thing i'm relieved about for not going along with this thing. i know that he would pester me all day if he knew about it.

waiting for th lift. i didn't even know he stays around here. well, took th same lift. abit strange as we wait for th lift, he stares. unwilling to even enter th lift! before he left, he was holding back something but just couldn't say out. it's was weird but hey, we're neighbours dude(:

3 MORE TO GO!
LET'S GO BITCH.